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About Deviant Artist AJ DeeFemale/United States Group :iconwrite-what-you-know: Write-What-You-Know
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seraphian has started a donation pool!
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Oh hey, deviants that are lucky (or unlucky) enough to drop by my page :D I like sponsoring contests but not being poor. Please, if you know what I'm talking about and like winning (peek my contests ;P) then drop off a few points so that more may come back to you.

Thanks so much, it really does help lots and lots...


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AJ Dee
United States
Current Residence: Chicago
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium
Print preference: 13 x 19 matte
Favourite genre of music: Anything but country.
Favourite photographer: Ashley Egan
Favourite style of art: Journaling
Operating System: Windows all the way!
MP3 player of choice: iPod Touch
Favourite cartoon character: Iki from Off-White
Personal Quote: "Writing is a lifetime. Not a pastime."
I've been reflecting a lot on the state of, well, me. i've come to the conclusion that I actually don't know who I am anymore, and at this point, I'm not really sure I want to know me. This isn't suicidal. If it was, I'd make it a poem and plaster it in as many angsty poet groups as I could. No, this is merely me realizing that I'm no longer me.

I've become an amorphous lump of every character I'm trying to write. I mean, I'm not even sure what my personality traits are anymore, or if I'm happy with the way I look or dress. I'm fine to a certain degree, but then I have thoughts that aren't mine. I KNOW this. And its so odd to know that you're thinking like someone else.

Anyways, the main section of this rant (if anyone even reads or responds to journals anymore) is, does anyone else feel this? How do you deal with it?

Seriously, stressing me out, dude. All answers would be greatly appreciated, even if its just someone telling me I'm fucking crazy. Thanks..




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WindSwirl Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Happy Birthday und Alles Gute! ;)
jonniedee Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Have a great Birthday!
kittykatc666 Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2011
So, when do we find out the winner for the "April Blues" contest you set up? The deadline was two months ago.
thunder7 Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2011  Hobbyist Artist
Thank you for the Fav'+
kittykatc666 Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2011
Thanks for the fav!! XD
erinn602 Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the points!!!
seraphian Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2011
sure thing :)
AuroraLoneWolf Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2011
aha! it was you. i wondered why groups suddenly wanted to show my crap. Haha, I'm so smart I found you out. :P And don't tell me it was pathetically obvious, for you shall hurt my soul.
seraphian Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2011
it needed to be shared :)

You're welcome. ;P
FeatherlessBird Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2011
Thanks so much for the :+fav: on "The Piano Man" :heart:
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