I've been reflecting a lot on the state of, well, me. i've come to the conclusion that I actually don't know who I am anymore, and at this point, I'm not really sure I want to know me. This isn't suicidal. If it was, I'd make it a poem and plaster it in as many angsty poet groups as I could. No, this is merely me realizing that I'm no longer me.
I've become an amorphous lump of every character I'm trying to write. I mean, I'm not even sure what my personality traits are anymore, or if I'm happy with the way I look or dress. I'm fine to a certain degree, but then I have thoughts that aren't mine. I KNOW this. And its so odd to know that you'r